It's a happy day!
Of course it is,
I slept the whoel day, literally!
I slept at 12 last night,and I got out of my bed at 6,
note, it's pm not am (:
MAybe not sleeping throughout,
cause I woke up,
reflect awhile,
eat some chocolates,
and went back to sleep.
FYI, I finished eating one whole packet,
of snickers!
(the pocket size snickers lah)
HAHAHAHAHS!
Feeling so fat,
so I got up and went jogging,
felt so accomplished! =D
But Claire will never go jogging EVER AGAIN!
I hate jogging, such a torture,
I rather play some sport or something.
Anyway!I reflected a lot today,
I realised that I never studied hard at all,
take last year,
I clamied that I studied hard,
ya, last minute studying hard.
Staying up late to study for exams,
when exams are tomorrow!
Sec one was just playing all the way,
it's a miracle that I even got promoted.
This year, I was do last minute studying,
normal days, I don't do homework,
Miss Wi's, Miss Seet's, Wang lao shi's homework,
I didn't even do,
those in my maths and chinese classes should know.
I only bothered about graded assignments,
and only started studying at the last minute,
staying till like 2-3 to study,
when I have two tests tomorrow,
and I call that study hard.
TSK.
Ya lah, study hard last minute.
I bet my class ranking is like the last few in class lah,
aiyo, but I'm not like super sad about it or something.
I think this year,I've matured like a lot,
grew much stronger, more resilent, more determined.
I heard from W, that I have a strong character,
only this year I think.
Cause in T1, when ferng talked to me about my results,
I was like super devastated about it lah,
but then, now, I think it's like nothing much to me anymore,
afterall, it's only results,
not saying that they are not important,
but aiyah, don't know what to explain luh.
I mean, there are other things to life right,
okay, if I try to start explaining how I feel,
there will be no link at all.
Alright, anyway,next term I'm gonna work hard,
as in really work hard,
not studying last minute and claimed that I worked hard.
RIGHT!
Yeah, life's still great!
I mean, I'm thankful for being who I am,
look at those smart people who don't have to study,
in order to get those A1s,
to others it may seem so unfair,
but look from a different point of view,
life will be so boring,
they don't know what it feels like FAIL subjects!
And and, my mum said I'm lucky,
cause my life is so fun,
well, rather true!
Not everybody gets to get rescued at sea!
And being thrown into a powerboat like tissue paper!
Not everybody's parents are so open minded like mine,
who let me try kayaking, sailing and even soon to be windsurfing!
Cause some parents are paranoid.
And, I have a almighty daddy in heaven,
whom takes care of me.
I don't have to worry,
not about tomorrow, not about the day after tomorrow,
not about the future,
cause he is the provider.
Why do we study,in order to get a piece of paper,
called certificate,
to ensure that we will not be jobless in the future,
that's my perception of the reason why we study.
But hey, God has a wonderful plan for me,
so don't have ot worry so much right!
And when the trails from him get tough,
he is always there,
he even left behind a book for me,
known as the bible!
Yeah, so, life's great!
It's a happy day!=D
